In poem poetry

4 in the morning /poem/

/4 in the morning/

I will never complain
when you wake me up at 4 in the morning.
Nor about rolling out of bed
and opening the door in my night dress.

When you come back
Sun is picking through the curtains
all bad dreams go away.

I rub my eyes
And you smile at me 
standing there in your uniform,
suitcases in your hands
saying

“I’ve missed you.”
Even though it was only one day.

Sandra Serwatko


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In travel

Exploring Katowice

We went to Katowice yesterday. The weather was great, a little too humid, though.

We started by eating some take-away crêpes and getting some coffee. Then we’ve decided to take a walk to Silesian Museum where we spent quite some time. I think what I enjoyed most was an exhibition about Silesian history and the mirror room made with so many mirrors creating a pretty cool area. Later on, we had dinner and headed back to the hotel to have some tea and chill out a bit after walking for an entire day. 










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In astrology thoughts

City please and Capricorn Full Moon

I’m such a city girl. Honestly, it’s hard for me to be in a small town, where nothing ever happens. It’s not that I like to attend many different events organized in the city, but I just need this city buzz to feel… connected? This city rush is sometimes unbearable, but when I get to a place where there is no rush (nor magazines for that matter) I feel so lost and confused…

In the city, I don’ t mind spending time on my own. Being alone is something that I actually appreciate. But when I’m left alone in a small town where I become a tourist attraction when I’m trying to find a shop which sells food (because I only had grapes for breakfast and – lets face it – I’m starving), well… I’d love to have some company.

I guess, I’m just not very good at chilling on demand.

Anyway, tonight is the full moon in Capricorn so that’s probably why my senses are heightened. It feels like this month is bringing so many new things from day one and the energy is really strong. This is a great time to tune in with yourself. Meditate, journal – make some time to just reflect on your emotions and thoughts. Is there something that you need to get some insight on? I know, there is for me, so maybe it’s a good thing that I’m alone today. Strong energy of the full moon conjoined by Pluto can reveal some parts of our unconscious mind. We just need to ask and be willing to receive and understand.

If you are looking for some answers I hope that you will get them tonight.
Talk soon,

S.

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moving out.

Moving out isn’t easy. No, seriously. I expected it to be way easier, considering the fact that I lived alone before. (Okay, I technically lived with a flat mate, but she was always locked in her room and I only saw her at work really.) I know it wasn’t ‘real, real life’ since I worked abroad as a hotel entertainer only for 6 months and didn’t have to pay any bills for water or electricity in our apartment.

Maybe it feels different because previously I knew it was only temporary. Now it’s for real and there is no going back. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have any doubts regarding my decision. I think it’s only me saying good bye to the old ways. Just like I said before, I’m stepping into the unknown. Last couple of days have been hectic and busy and nerve wracking and wonderful at the same time.

For now, we are trying to figure out what works for us, and what is yet to discuss and hone.

I have a lot of things to figure out myself too, since I have around a month of holiday ahead of me. It feels so strange not to work, because I really enjoy working and earning money for that matter. But I feel that I have to go through this period of not working and do things I’ve wanted to do for the longest time. It’s hard for me just to sit there and be unproductive for days so I have some goals set for this summer. There will be a lot of creativity and learning involved, that’s for sure.

The Universe has it’s twisted ways and I know that for now all that is needed is to trust the process. I am not going to force anything. I’m going to observe and go where this journey called life takes me.

Stay true.

-S. 

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In poetry

when it's dark. /poem/


\WHEN IT’S DARK\

I  like simplicity,
books,
uncanny mystery.

I like my hair silky,
my lips red,
my lashes long.

The sound of rain and the smell
of the sea.
Not willing to give up, my
love.

To him,
to me.

Sameness.
Two thoughts so
different,
yet coexistent.

Like figs they fall
Becoming nothingness,
before my eyes and
I cry.
Longing for the chances I did not take.

July 5th, 2017. 

Sandra Serwatko

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